08/12

I didn't go, I hope you don't mind.
Hope you understand

It's really over now.
Can't wish you'd wake up now, can I?

It still hurts.
Tears still flow, even though I'm able to control them better now.
1 week... it's been 1 week, and it's still so hard to accept reality.

I didn't say a proper goodbye then.
Didn't know that would be the last time I would see you.

Ya know, I never learned to say goodbye, never learned phrases in Jap class for deaths and funerals. So pardon me if I can't express myself properly in your native language.
But you know my heart, don't you?

Even now, I won't say goodbye.
Cos we'll meet again.
Even if not on earth, we'll meet in heaven.
Till then, please watch over me.
Till then, please let us meet in my dreams.