Life and death

I'm so morbid these days, lol.
Been thinking about life. And death.
You know, my favorite phrase these days is

In order to think about life, there must be death.


Best quote ever.
Thank you very much, KAMIJO.

This quote plus my grandaunt have taught me a lot about life.

On the brighter side,
I've been a little too busy to be moping around heh.
Stress does wonders.
I used to be so bad at handling it,
until I had Tim as my supervisor.

That guy showed me just what I could handle,
things I never thought I'd be able to accomplish,
I managed to.

I guess I gotta hand it to him.
He certainly didn't fan my flames of trying to get sympathy from him,
but worked me to the core.
Knowing I'll never (I can't bring myself to anyway) refuse him.

I'm unnaturally positive these days (I think stress has done some major damage to my brain),
about life,
about recitals,
about love,
about growth (maturity).

I found faith to wait and believe in love,
don't know where I got it from.
But I'll wait.
I need to grow up too anyway.
Cos I know I'll rely on him way too much if anything happens anytime soon.
Until he's sincere and serious,
and until I'm mature enough to stand on my own 2 feet,
until then I'll wait.

Crap, saying all these things,
I feel so old.